Where were our failures

Everyone left and we all were lonely.
Who left first and why, is not a question.
and yes, i forgive you.
But forgive you what?

Our deeds, that won't be forgoten,
dark as they are, forever,
memories fade and time, my friend,
is different now.

I forgive you, But forgive you what?
it's not important if you go,
you know,
don't care about,
just wanna life for my child.
to be joyful, truthful, wild.

Remember The Band

So long since we've been together,
so long since we've been happy,
being in a marriage with three.

Sometimes i remember,
what we were doing,
what we were talking,
what we were singing.

Sometimes i remember,
what i don't recall,
at all.

Why weren't we dancing ?
like people do.

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You'll pay for all

by Dane Zajc
Dedicated to the memory of Dane Zajc, the great Slovenian Poet. Translated by Ted's fortune files.

You'll pay for all.
Most You'll pay for own birth.
A flock of hideous birds will follow you
through life,
At time of peace
and at time of unrest
It will fall upon your chest,
Wanting payment
and you'll give and give.
But salvation never comes.
There is no forgiveness.
there is no salvation for a man.
Inside you have no value, to pay for.
And you are the payment.

Za vse boš plačal.
Največ boš plačal za svoje rojstvo.
Jata zasmehljivih ptic te bo zasledovala
skozi življenje.
Ob uri miru
in ob uri nemira
se bo spuščala na tvoje prsi.
Terjala bo plačilo
in ti boš dajal in dajal.
Ampak odrešitve ne bo nikoli.
Ker ni nikjer odpuščanja.
Nikjer ni odrešitve za človeka.
V sebi nimaš vrednosti, s katero bi plačal.
In sam si plačilo za vse.

Farewell

Look father,
or am i sentimental,
i've done what you did,
and it does not feel right.

Look again,
Persons that i care for,
are they lost ?
even youngest ?
that i love the most..

So my dearest,
with permission,
I'll leave,
with a hope,
once more,
to meet,
in a different world.

I Error

Disappear,
Without praying
Die.
Without saying
Goodbye,

My meaning is lost,
I have no power to continue in this configuration,
I am dissolving in separation,

Deepest secrets are in shadows,
buried in a heart,
My love long gone… aaaaa
the key is stuck, is this luck ?

I am not willing to continue in this situation
No operation
No operation

OK. OK.
am i Selling my soul ?
cancel, ignore.

Seeking salvation.
0 matches,
what now, masturbation?

Shut me down.
Now.

Black Star

This star won't shine for you and me,
Won’t light eternity,
Won’t glow to impress,
Nor burn to express:
“I’m being here”

Grateful spirit
Heartbreaking off.

It’s not your fault,
And neither mine,
A moment later,
Would be fine.

Those blue eyes we’ll never see
I hear laughter… Haunting me.

A tiny hope to make again
Younger, maybe different friend,
So little star won’t be alone,
To shine au pair, forever more

Dark spot’s veiled behind,
Outshined by the glowing sun,
Lost forever is no one.

Shine for someone else now star,
Bye, goodbye…Goodbye for now.