Poor soul salvation or someone's redemption

As ice is melting in the stream
I changed
Life was brighter, It was good to be.
sadness is darker changing bits of me.
I used to be a better man
I used to understand.
Now something is wrong,
everything feels like history.

Take my pleasure, I'll give you my pain.
I'll steal your desire just to ease my mind.
I'll give you something someone gave to me.
Cause i don't believe in you and me.
No time to shed your tears for me,
love will get you finally.

I'll break your heart,
you can't help me.
i told you from the start:
Don't you trust me!