Have you seen me lately ?

No?
So you can't see,
What's happening,
So you can't know,
what you have done to me ?

oh, no,
please stop.
It hurts
so much,
so deep inside.

Anyway
Why did you let me so close ?
To be a pawn with you
or to be your slave without.

Please, get out of my head in the morning.
And stay away from my heart.

Relaxation

Damn,
I need an ocean,
to swim across,
to find the potion.

I need a call,
I need to know.
where to get some information,
how to catch some inspiration.

If real love, would wait for fourteen days,
would it be a love or comitment ?

Love doesn't wait,
even if living in next building.
It is or no ?
or is or is ?
arh argh
cry for help.

Crazy love of another man

I suffer
for a woman I did not hear,
I suffer
she was stolen from me by another man,
I suffer
for me, because I lost perception
I suffer
for her, now she hates me
I suffer
for me
I...I...I...I
she...she...she...she...
woman,
friend,
gone...
in bureaucracy.

Should I tell her what is happening to me
now when she's not riding with me ?

Two dozen days,
two broken hearts,
I feel like forgotten guy.

yet I would like to tell her
what is on my mind.
My friend,
will you tell me ?

Can I call you,
to tell you ?
will you call me,
to tell me ?

Will we make the same mistake,
we made in love...
oh god, I hate this game.

It rather pathetic,
she despises me now,
for what I am,
for what I didn't do

We could imagine better...

Lost

it burns,
it hurts,
it's so annoying.
i lost someone.
now i am crying.

I saw you coming

So how does it feel when you start to ask yourself is it realy you, or is it just your body.
So is it me or someone else that disturbed our piece ?

There is no love for me,
there was yesterday,
but not today.
I feel powerlessness.
Voidness.
Emptiness.
Even smell is gone.
And feelings ?
There are none.
Sail in change,
when change is good.
Don't look back,
when love is gone.

It hurts me, what i didn't tell.
It burns me, what i didn't do.

I am no saint, i saw it coming,
Just you don't know, what i've been doing.

Variety of things you do
Attracts the people, just like you,
Love is what you gave,
Eternal gracefulness i wish for you.

So live long and prosper, kind soul mate.
I hope you had a damn good date.

This poem is for my good grilfriend, for the upcoming time. Now when our paths have gone in separate ways, and we stoped being lovers, i would like to thank her for all her kindness and smiles, for her elepahant mind and i hope she will cook me some good lunch.
I do deserve one ! (i think)