Et Nos enfants sont perdus

We people are memorials of an age.
Remember: we people are a story !

Listen to my advice:
When you close your eyes, see a dancer in your head,
When there should be silence, sing music instead.

Do as i tell you, not as i do.
My heart is Cold as Ice,
My body is frozen,
No one is chosen.
This is not what I want you to want.

Give me a reason to put up this fight.

Sick inside my soul
Hear my lonely cries,
Deep inside my body
poison fills my eyes.

Who will dig grave
for my motionless corpse.
Who will give love
to my innocent child ?

As stolen goods And broken swords,
we bend,
we stretch,
we scream,
we lie.
As midnight mist And fallen leafs,
we go,
we cry,
we fall,
we die.

As all pale faces in all their cases,
always look for love in all the wrong places.

I drink
cold wine,
When it comes To Forget
I look at the farthest stars,
When it comes To Regret
I breath
without reason,
When I can't see your silhuette.

Will I ever understand the insanity,
Between love I give And love that I take.
Will I ever apprehend the profanity
Between love that I lost and love I had.

Will I ever be the product of eternity,
And when will I become just solar dust,
lost,
without memory ?



Slaughtered bodies lay around

Shockwave traveling with speed of sound,
Sudden slowdown on the road,
Pale faces on the pavement,
Standing
Brothers workers People
running.
Wifes and Women
screaming.
Desperate mother with sisters,
crying.
Boys, girls,
daughters and sons.

Everyone witnesses
Sadness,
For Unknown people are dying,
Today is day of
Mourning, Grief and Death.


Can somebody please tell me why,
pleasant kind and curious nation
has to suffer because of potent global domination ?

One Last Word

All this time, searching for miss right
but she keeps avoiding me,
seems like sorrow is my only company.

It disolves me from inside,
bringing me down,
no hussle,
no struggle,
no hate,
no love.
no nothing but pain.

She's not there for you,
she does not care for you,
And when you leave for another date,
You know, it's not what you want and what you need.

My mind is filled with visions from the day we meet
Now is full of questionable memory,
i can not reset.

I wish I could hold you,
when i'm lonely,
I wish I could call you.
and tell you:
goodbye.

Pridi

Pridi v moj svet,
pridi v mojo misel,
izkažem ti ljubezen,
pokažem najin smisel.

pridi in prisluhni,
nasmehni se, zame
ko pojem, zate.

pokazal svobodo ljubezni,
izpustil te nikdar več ne bom.

Ko sem bil mlad,
verjel sem v gozd,
zelen, mogočen in zdrav.
Neskončen.
...
all the love gone bad, turned my world to black
tattooed all i see, all that i am, all i'll ever be...
i know someday you'll have a beautiful life, i know you'll be a star
in somebody else's sky, but why
why, why can't it be, why can't it be mine?

Pearl Jam, Black

Izgubljen spomin njenih pogledov

Sprva z mano zadovoljstvo si iskala,
da bi malo se igrala,
skupaj sva se hihitala,
tiho se spogledovala,
večkrat se do raja odpeljala.

V meni se je zaiskrilo,
kri v meni pospešilo,
znova srce mi zabilo,
tebi meni njemu...
življenje obrnilo.

Ob spominu nate,
da srce drug ti je vzel,
kanček mene bo trpel,
ljubezni tvoji nikdar več ne bo verjel.

A v meni plamen zate vedno bo gorel,
vedno rad te bom objel,
ob glasu tvojem bom drhtel,
po tvojem smehu hrepenel.

Unused to a dream

now i wake up with my broken heart
waking up is hardest part
falling on my knees
catching breath
wondering
was she standing beside me ?
giving up is hard
looking with my crying eye
then all at once you say goodbye
wondering
would you stay, would you wake with me ?
but she can't.

We meet at an interesting time,
she let me in her garden,
is it my crime,
to reverse the time,
just to get back,
when we started ?
But I can't.
I can't.
I can't.
I can't.

The story is lost,
don't let it happen, again.

Have you seen me lately ?

No?
So you can't see,
What's happening,
So you can't know,
what you have done to me ?

oh, no,
please stop.
It hurts
so much,
so deep inside.

Anyway
Why did you let me so close ?
To be a pawn with you
or to be your slave without.

Please, get out of my head in the morning.
And stay away from my heart.

Relaxation

Damn,
I need an ocean,
to swim across,
to find the potion.

I need a call,
I need to know.
where to get some information,
how to catch some inspiration.
If real love, would wait for fourteen days,
would it be a love or comitment ?

Love doesn't wait,
even if living in next building.
It is or no ?
or is or is ?
arh argh
cry for help.

Crazy love of another man

I suffer
for a woman I did not hear,
I suffer
she was stolen from me by another man,
I suffer
for me, because I lost perception
I suffer
for her, now she hates me
I suffer
for me
I...I...I...I
she...she...she...she...
woman,
friend,
gone...
in bureaucracy.

Should I tell her what is happening to me
now when she's not riding with me ?

Two dozen days,
two broken hearts,
I feel like forgotten guy.

yet I would like to tell her
what is on my mind.
My friend,
will you tell me ?

Can I call you,
to tell you ?
will you call me,
to tell me ?

Will we make the same mistake,
we made in love...
oh god, I hate this game.

It rather pathetic,
she despises me now,
for what I am,
for what I didn't do

We could imagine better...

Lost

it burns,
it hurts,
it's so annoying.
i lost someone.
now i am crying.

I saw you coming

So how does it feel when you start to ask yourself is it realy you, or is it just your body.
So is it me or someone else that disturbed our piece ?


There is no love for me,
there was yesterday,
but not today.
I feel powerlessness.
Voidness.
Emptiness.
Even smell is gone.
And feelings ?
There are none.
Sail in change,
when change is good.
Don't look back,
when love is gone.

It hurts me, what i didn't tell.
It burns me, what i didn't do.

I am no saint, i saw it coming,
Just you don't know, what i've been doing.

Variety of things you do
Attracts the people, just like you,
Love is what you gave,
Eternal gracefulness i wish for you.

So live long and prosper, kind soul mate.
I hope you had a damn good date.

This poem is for my good grilfriend, for the upcoming time. Now when our paths have gone in separate ways, and we stoped being lovers, i would like to thank her for all her kindness and smiles, for her elepahant mind and i hope she will cook me some good lunch.
I do deserve one ! (i think)

Coast for two so far away

Wait, you'll see,
a piece of earth,
you've never seen.
A part of coast
you've never been.
Can swim,
You can be naked,
ultra keen.
relaxed...
Could read,
In the shadow of a tree.
just wait and walk with me.

hide? from rain or sight

Beautiful day

Sun is on my face
Smile is on my lips
calm and motionless,
I am becoming restless.
You are on my mind
over, all the time.
Why can't I enjoy,
cool, fresh breeze,
while touching you ?

When I'm lonely

Sometimes I remember
what I've lost
those smiles, the joy,
those moments, that day,
rewinding time,
flashing in my mind.

Please come to me.
My soul, my son, my father...
smile, for your mother.
anytime.

Memories are only mine.
blending into void,
as universal crime.

Today,
I'm not going,
I'll stay and suffer,
I'll weep and cry.
then vanish in a fear.
or should I go and disappear ?
in high speed crash...
might be better feeling,
faster than this living;

And when my sun is set,
you'll know I am gone.
Go, dance for me,
enjoy,
you'll see...
me,
waiting for you,
smiling,
eyes shining,
riding with you
exploring heaven.

Light the candle

There is no tommorow
for me, only
light at the end of the tunnel
closing in,
coming straight at me.

There was no today...
at least not yesterday.

Tell me ...

Now that we found love what do we wanna do with it ?
and how much difference does it really make to leave your life and start a new ?

What makes us stronger,
why do we need to be experienced with such a fee ?
is there no other way,
but fight through what should be beautiful,
look at my hands, you see ?
there's no tatoos,
no debts,
no lies,
no remarks,
no remorse,
for things that come,
and someday i'll be free,
again,
from you, your lies, your misery,
The one you love, it' won't be me.
Will come, and
Do to you,
what you did to me.

You can't hear my woman moan

I left my city
without self pity
i start to roam,
searching for my tiger lily.

I found someone, wrong,
she found another,
then someone to get along,
boy, she loved another,
then, a soul, but not a mate,
then, a beauty, without a taste,
then a girl without the name,
then a woman, mother, with her claim,
then a school girl and no faith.
then a jewel, that i lost,
then a lady, she went back,
then a missy with a grilfriend,
and Mary with a child,
child without the father,
father without a child.

(Mary kicked the boyfriend,
boyfriend kicked me.
I left Mary,
no one's beating me.)
"Not realy true, there was no boyfriend and no kicking, it's here just for the sake of a joke"

i never tell

i know
to do it
i don't know why
i see the things
that make me cry
i know i should to
stay away
but things are there
were people are.
i feel them
in my frozen heart.
i never tell
the fortune
i never see the way
the way you wanna see it,
in another, different day.

the card of blackness
there's corpse and eye

propose

i am sad,
sometimes i'm bad,
but things i wanna
say
is never,
ever,
lose your hope.

what made me from the cloud

and yet we're made from
something
and what we are
we are from
nothing
we are,
i am,
you are
a rock,
what i'm
i am,
i am
a rock,
and you,
you are
a thing
nor luck (and fuck) (or crack)
together
dust
from
end
to
start.
what
will,
will
keep
us,
us
appart,
the
thing there is
is thing appart,
there is
i am
you are
the thing
the thing
i love
from end
to start.

Thank god for snow

i was Darth
You were on fire
danced then
triped the wire
and talked
a lot.

Next day
we could not wait
we had a dinner,
what a date.
then there was snow,
nice body,
nice soul.
you did not come
we go again ?
you stayed
i snore.

Passing of time

Everything starts
with innocence
then evolves
in something,
good or bad,
in love or hate,
and time passes ...

You had love and smile,
now look back in passed time
what you see
is what you've missed
what you should,
and what you didn't do,
when time was right
your thought was wrong.

you missed so much
what life has offered,
does it stop ?
was it enough ?
is feeling empty,
will you not forget,
that simple life as time is passing,
and ends one day ?

your sons will stay...
do they know about your life?
about mistakes you made
of things you miss
what to do,
and how to live ?
when time is passing,
as we go and as we speak
tell them what you know,
tell them what you think.

what a coincidence

me and you were
drinking at the bar
beers and wine
caring for no one,
is this what you wished for
is this what you need me for ?

i admired your smile,
we danced till the morning came

what i wanted from you,
was what you wanted from me,
question was simple:
your place or mine ?
the blow job was great,
yet i have seen better,
getting laid was great.
yet i have been better,

sorry i did not wait for you,
i was selfish, i came in you.

Once

Do you remeber
the days,
the nights,
when we were near,
with wet skin,
and salty taste,
Warn and safe,
inside of you,
without a fear,
on top of me, you were.