from chuck with love

And so it begins
final leg of our journey.
And what a journey it's been.
Over years, babies born,
friends and loved ones passed away,
marriages began with hope,
while others ended up with lawyers
and shared custody.

Through ups and the downs,
through laughter and tears,
we were proud.
To those with us, to those that joined
and loved
big hug to all.
For those who wished us ill,
haters, goons and morons,
that planed to hurt us,
please understand
you have right to your own opinion,
So it's logical
we have the right to voice our thoughts.
so go %#$% yourself.

-chuck lorre #591

body scape

talking to myself
is boring like equation
since you are never there
while i sleep alone
shadow figure
gone are lights and friends
dreaming
kicking hate
walking a dog
do something
terrified of being alone
being alone

Pilgrimage

Engage into infinity
and meaning of life,
play quest of immortality
to make a masterpiece of your life
so your moments are written in eternity.

what brought us into being
father, egg, love or challenge

what we do in face of mortality.
beauty, rapture, fracture,
we must remember what we forget
we vomit into existence as topography of infinity
riding runaway train against entropy
super symmetry
we need to purge our-self of amnesia
stretch mental model of reality
into transcendental object at the end of time.

lose your ego, be larger then yourself
open up your courage
for non corrupted idea and seek revelation
on intergalactic journey of aesthetic contemplation.

Enkrat

Šele takrat
ko videla se boš iz mojih oči
videla boš kako posebna si.

Ko padam, nočeš

domov
ne verig
ne ljubezni
kaj skrbi.

gledala boš modrino
videl bom črnino

nasmeh pokolni,
močno drži za roko
hudič bo vzel telo
naju več ne bo.

Zapoj molitev solz življenja .

Pot mladosti

ni še čas
za spremembe
umiri se, ne skrbi
še si mlad
veliko boš še videl
poglej me, vesel'ga starca...

vem za pot,
lahko odidem jutri,

mogoče moje blodnje tudi.

včasih bil bi kakor ti
umirjen ko dogaja
vzel si čas, razmišljal
pomislil kdo sem, kaj sem...

a veš za pot,
ko odidem jutri,

mogoče tvoje sanje tudi.

Kako ti naj povem

kako vse hitro se obrne,
vedno ista zgodba
od trenutka ko sem klical
poslušal si, a slišal ne...

ni še čas
za spremembe
umiri se, ne skrbi
še si mlad

danes grem,
tak je dan,
na pot mladosti tuji.

were where you

you wish I could tell
that this is not hell
sure doesn't look like heaven

even when you cast a spell

that there are no heroes
there are no ghosts
swimming in fish bowls
waiting for change

were are you 

i'm still believing in you 

you think I don't know
birds can't fly in a cage
to open their hearts
hear what they say.

words have been lost
in silent wars
at endless distance
child screams

were where you 

when i was believing in you 

freedom of choice

thoughts forgotten

everything's gone

mother's numb

two lost souls might touch again
be found at sea to again be free.

onward
stand your ground
do not let same old fears
break and dry our tears.

were where you 

when I was dying for believing in you

Recollection of a dream

Sitting at the corner of cafe bar

waiting for a friend

I watch all those unknown faces

each one of them I could have been

I watch them while they cry and how they kiss

walking around with hope

chasing dreams 

looking into eyes of young boy

memories of childhood coming back

Lights are turning off

welcoming new day 

as youth goes away.

I watch to remember everything

the clouds, the stones, 

these flying birds, 

Even when I close my eyes, I see,

all those happy faces.

we'll be together with 

in endless world forever.

and I know you will be there. 

for now goodbye, 

until next time, 

who knows when,

who knows where.

Together we bleed

Hello my friend,
it would be nice to chat
I'll be working, you should take a nap.

trying to see the books that you read
were together we bleed.

I can not say
don't know if you will
laying with you would mean
breaking a seal.

our future is black
can't rewind it back.

try to leave something behind
what was I saying, music was loud
mind cloudy and blind
listening to wrong crowd

money is free, it costs more than a bread
feels like being on wrong side of a thread.

while i am running back from promised land.
please wait for me in our shrine

this whole world that has fallen in line.

Daughter and sons

my mind 

troubled by the waste of time

till the finish line

pictures of our past are on the wall 

signed by names of lovers that went wrong 

will we die before we get there

for our feelings they are sad

when we can not find the words 

messing our minds with dead 

truth is flood

not red as blood  

but bright as sun

magnificent

blessed and coursed

but when your by my hand 

i am the lucky one 

remembering my friends

holding up to...

looking into one

 

 

portals into innocence

new born eyes
tu etais formidable

* (to be replaced with common bad word)

* this
* that
* you
* me
it does not help
still angry as
*

lonely

am i the only one to see the sunset in your tears ?

Did time overrun us ?

everything you see is moving away
anything you think of
on this world
loved ones stay

while life is moving forward
as long
as long as glitter in your eyes is not stopping

with you I will be happy
for you give
and you give
and you give

with you I could be happy

as long you can see
I can not stop for you
stills, pictures, images in life
life is moving forward
my mind is going away

tell me why
time is our enemy
tell me how
did you set this trap for me

am I returning
or am I just learning
of time and eternity ?

there is no such thing
one can recognise
there is no such thing as life

i wanna dance

stay
move yourself
stay
and move yourself
to dance

oh
music of those days
oh
love and little games
oh
sights of wonder walls

times we counted
freed our minds
no one told us
vicious finds

show me
what to do
teach me
how to play

Insomnia, i do not think we are gonna make it

Every one are in love with one

are you someone
are you someone

to scream for me
scream. but just for me

these cities never see
that when I close my eyes
I might be still alive

riding in a back stream
living on the light beam

looking at the back seat
are you screaming girl

blazing off the street
this is now our home

Potihem

osebe okoli mene opazujejo modro
a počutim se ne dovolj dobro
le ko šepetam želim,
da stisnila se k meni bi,
me poljubila in se v sreči z mano v klopčič zvila.

A kaj ko zadovoljiti te ne morem,
medtem ko piše svet zgodbe v zablodi,
gledam da bi uvidel tebe,
in kaj nasmehu tvojemu res godi.

Ljubezen, danes, jutri.
Norec sem, žal ne govorec.
Razumem,
Verjamem,
a ne tebe in le vate.

čas pomemben
vreden šepetanja.
tvoji duši ugajal,
dajal bi dejanja.

she wants filthy love
she's money maker.
she just kept me dancing
so bad, what i do for you.

break right down,
what i do for you.
never cry,
head right down,
being money maker.
and addicted to,
running back to you.

Alone

again alone tonight
missing my dream
forgetting  memories

like when i slept over
had a leap of faith
felt pain in your muscles
sweating
drowning in your eyes

each day
with myself
yet you are
again alone tonight

first scene
when we met
second scene
you play fine

well, my darling
i know stage is taken
freezing soul is shaking
yet we are
again alone tonight

I saw her in a dream but it wasn't true
Through the smoke and fire
Of the exhaust fumes
She just laughed and loved me 'till I was no use
And I'll never fall in love again
She's a motorcycle that I can't ride
She's a precious jewel that I can't buy
She's a scene I'm playin' in which I die

never fall in love again
"I never play to win"
Is what she said
the she poured a little cocaine on my head
She's a fuckin' Picasso in the bed
never fall in love again

this shit is so old, i can't remember when i wrote it,
everything i say is a lie, including this.
its true.